"It is not on my account," she let fall, abstractedly.
"Can you help her, Olga?"
"No one can help her," was the reply in the same dreamy tone.
Then followed a long silence. Irene gazed at one of the flaring
grotesques on the wall, but did not see it.
"May I ask you a question about your own affairs?" she said at
length, very gently. "It isn't for curiosity. I have a deeper
interest."
"Of course you may ask Irene. I'm behaving badly to you, but I don't
mean it. I'm miserable--that's what it comes to."
"I can see that, dear. Am I right in thinking that your engagement
has been broken off?"
"I'll tell you; you shall know the whole truth. It isn't broken; yet
I'm sure it'll never come to anything. I don't think I want it to.
He behaves so strangely. You know we were to have been married after
the twelvemonth, with mother's consent. When the time drew near, I
saw he didn't wish it. He said that after all he was afraid it would
be a miserable marriage for me. The trouble is, he has no character,
no will. He cares for me a great deal; and that's just why he won't
marry me. He'll never do anything--in art, I mean. We should have
to live on mother's money, and he doesn't like that. If we had been
married straight away, as I wanted, two years ago, it would have
been all right. It's too late now."
"And this, you feel, is ruining your life?"
"I'm troubled about it, but more on his account than mine.
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