"You didn't mean that! It is my fault.
You never meant that."
"Yes! Give me your hand again!" he said in a thick voice, the blood
rushing into his cheeks.
"Not now. You misunderstood me. I oughtn't to have done that. It was
because I could find no word to thank you."
She panted the sentences, holding her chair as if to support
herself, and with the other hand still motioning him away.
"I misunderstood----?"
"I am ashamed--it was thoughtless--sit down and let us talk as
we were doing. Just as friends, it is so much better. We meant
nothing else."
It was as if the words fell from her involuntarily; they were
babbled, rather than spoken; she half laughed, half cried. And
Otway, a mere automaton, dropped upon his chair, gazing at her,
trembling.
"I will let my uncle see the letters at once," Olga went on, in
confused hurry. "I am sure he will be very grateful to you. But for
you, we should never have had this proof. I, of course, did not need
it; as if I doubted my mother! But he--I can't be sure what he
still thinks. How kind you have always been to us!"
Piers stood up again, but did not move toward her. She watched him
apprehensively. He walked half down the room and back again, then
exclaimed, with a wild gesture:
"I never knew what a curse one's name could be! I used to be proud
of it, because it was my father's; now I would gladly take any
other.
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